‘Songs like that really saved my life’

Music remains an important part of Anthony Roberson’s life. He is an aspiring songwriter and music producer.

“I was bullied in middle school because of my sexuality. I don’t talk about it much. But during those years, it was really hard for me. I went through a lot. Some days, I didn’t even want to live. I tried to commit suicide twice.

“The thing that helped me get through it all was music. On those days when I would be in my house crying, I would listen to certain songs that would uplift me. One of them was ‘Cold War’ by Janelle Monáe. In the song she sings, ‘This is a cold war. You better know what you’re fighting for.’ It was talking about different injustices in the world and how you have to stay strong. Not by physically fighting someone, but by being successful and just living your life, living in your truth. Another song that means a lot to me is ‘Golden’ by Jill Scott. The chorus is, ‘Livin’ my life like it’s golden.’ She talks about taking back your freedom, taking back your power from people who have done you wrong.

“I believe that songs like that really saved my life. They reminded me that I have a purpose. I knew that my life and God’s plans for me were much bigger than what those ignorant bullies were saying about me.”